It's not true that no one will understand. It's not true that you're the only one, and you have to stay isolated. It's not true that you're ruined, and your quality of life will never get better. It's not true that you will be this way all your life. What advice would you give to someone battling postpartum depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts?ĭon't let shame bully you. Not just with me, but with the people that surround me. The more I uncover this vulnerability, the more my songs resonate. It's the project that I'm most sure about because it's the one that I poured all my heart, soul, spirit, and tears into. In that long run, the songs on All That Remains came about. You might just be micro-advancing, but you'll see the effects in the long run. You feel like you're never going to get out of the hole. When you're undergoing anxiety or depression, it's like a dance. The songs are like musical journal entries of my good days and not-so-good days. It's like a new wave of creativity that I had never experienced before was coming out of my journey and healing. But in January 2020, right before the COVID-19 pandemic, I started writing songs again. For about five years, I hit a very difficult writer's block while I was going through my struggles with infertility and later the back-to-back pregnancies.Īfter dealing with postpartum issues and birth trauma, I couldn't write a single song that I thought was worth anything.
The songs on the record came out of my journey. This new project that I just released is called All That Remains, and in Spanish, Hasta Poder Ver. How has that journey made an impact on you and your music? You've openly talked about your struggles with postpartum depression and anxiety. Today, I can say more than ever that my life, giftings, talents, dreams, visions, and goals belong to the Lord. Three and a half years later, I have a very arduous mental health recovery and healing journey. It was dark, and it nearly took my life to suicide. After I had my youngest, I had postpartum depression. They're my two miracles where I get to see the grace of the Lord every single day. I conceived my son, Ian, and when he was six months old, I conceived my daughter, Kenzi.
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I went through a hard patch of two years where I needed to learn to surrender and stretch my faith and believe while I couldn't see.Īfter that trial was over, the Lord supernaturally healed me. When I was about 19 years old, God extended me an opportunity to live for Him, and I dedicated my talents to Him.įast forward about 10 years after being in full-time ministry and being a recording artist, I was diagnosed with infertility. But I was living a double life because of brokenness. I was raised in the church, and I became a worship leader as a young adult. As a kid, I survived sexual abuse, I lost my father to addiction, and I experienced culture shock being from a blended family.
What inspires me to keep making music is God's mercy. You've been a voice in the Latin music community for a while.
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